Saturday, June 10, 2023
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Dear, I will never understand the way in which you left me. I gave you safe space and you did the same for me. You told me you'd live over 100 years, a bit of exaggeration for sure, but, why now? You left this earth without saying goodbye or good night. I'm saddened, hurt, angry, and lost.
Over the past 13 years, you stated I helped you become a better person. Although, our friendship was off and on,you knew so much about my life, and I'd always be honest with you, and that's what I always endeavored to do.
Did I ask or desire too much from you? Together, we were awesome! You were awesome, my Joseph. I now know how it feels just to desire 1 more day or 1 more hour with you. We had our ups and downs, but, we were significant to one another, and now you're gone.
Thank you for loving me the best way you knew how. Thank you for being my friend, even when I didn't always show myself friendly. Thank you for treating me the way in which a queen should be treated. A perfect gentleman, all you wanted was more, to come up, and to share your resources with me.
I will end this, but, please know that I loved you! I apologize for causing you any distress or pain.
Rest well my Dear Joseph! You will forever have a place in my heart and the deepest parts of my soul.
May your memory live on in the lives of everyone who knew you, including your family, friends, and so many lives you've touched... Yes, including mine.
I will miss you (I already do).
